Not sure why I feel as if I am hitting a wall… it seems with all my readings and meditations, my dreams at night are plagued with violence and nightmares.
Today, I can’t get my mind off the dream I woke up to this morning. I did my morning readings. I was screaming with emotion to get my mind on the positive.
I did my sitting and although I could not get my mind blank, I was concentrating on keeping my mind focused on what I want in my life. I would get my movie rolling… and in would come the bloody nightmare.
What causes nightmares? Is my subby is fighting me?
Going off to have lunch, do my mid-day readings and meditate again.
More index cards.
I often think of the song Accentuate the Positive
Eliminating the negative is the hard part. If I lived in a bubble it would be a lot easier.
I remember something that Mark said about not having violent video games in the house when the girls were younger. My son plays those games… in the other room. Could that vibration be affecting me?
My husband watches NCIS on Tuesday nights… should I make arrangements to be out of the house then? My daughter likes to watch detective shows like Monk. Is it time to put a kibosh to that too?
I really want to be free of these nightmares.
C’mon subby. Latch onto the affirmative, will ya?
I appreciate you.
I always keep my promises,