I’m growing… and some days I feel like I’m gone.
The Press Release was the toughest assignment yet. I wrote and I re-wrote. Much like my Definite Major Purpose (DMP). It is difficult for me to get it exactly right. And I want it to be exactly what I want… so that I can get the life I want.
We only have one life to live. Since we are in complete control of what happens in our own life… shouldn’t we be sure we know what we want?
Actually, although this assignment was by far the most difficult for me… it was also the one that I felt the most growth from.
Projecting my DMP into the future and looking back on all my accomplishments made me look at this from another angle. It really stretched my imagination further than was comfortable. And when we get out of the comfort zone, that is where real growth occurs.
Week 6 of the Master Key
I dislike this week’s master key assignment as much as I liked the envisioning the future assignment last week.
If you recall from last week’s blog, I was happily sitting for an hour every morning, making movies in my mind of my ideal life. I could do that for hours… and never grow bored.
Stare at photograph and picture that in my mind. Boring!
There must be a method to Hannel’s madness… and I won’t read ahead to see what is in store for next week… but I pray it is something more interesting than this photograph sitting.
I’m not bad at it… I just don’t find it interesting at all.
So, I am back to doing 15 minute sits in the morning doing the Master Key assignment. Then, I do a 30 minute sit at lunch picturing my life as it should be. And at night, I am still doing the Centerpoint meditation CD’s.
Saying “I love you”
I am really having a hard time with this one. The Gal in the Glass is fine, but saying I love you to my self… that’s hard for me. I hope it get’s easier or I discover why it is so difficult.
I added another reading into the required readings. Napoleon Hill’s Seven Steps to Self Confidence. They seem to resonate with me… I took the “Notes” out and printed the steps and I have them in front of my keyboard.
I have been reading them 3 times a day, along with my other readings and sits… and I love reading them. For me, it seems to help. Maybe I need that boost in self-confidence more than others, or maybe they would help everybody in the class.